Asiah Razali

I wonder why did I fall for you? You aren't the same person anymore. Or it is me who have changed? My brain urge me to end this. Maybe because all of this is wrong. It's completely wrong.... Or maybe because I want to know, will you stay or leave? I know I've fall too hard for you. Too deep. Because I hope you stay and hold me tight by your side.

Do you even care? Are you fine with this lingering pause between us? Why are you afraid of commitment? Are you for real? You kept telling me you love me. Don't you want atleast show some efforts? Don't you want to know how is my day? Or the reason why I don't text you? Is this going to last? Because if this is how you treat me, I'm afraid that ... Forever would never happen between us.

Hi. Hello. Assalamualaikum. May peace be upon all of you. Somehow getting hurt make me a stronger person not a weaker one. The weird thing is I love being hurt. It happened to be an addiction. By the way, this is not a misleading or any sexual sentence . I love being hurt by the same reasons. I put myself in a spot that I surely know will torn me. Again, this is not a sexual sentence. First love can be the most wonderful thing and also a bad thing. You set it as a standard for any later love. And if other relationship doesn't pass the passing point, it'll fail. And that happened to me. I can't find other love that pass the mark. That's why I kept failing. And then he come again in your life . As a friend. He knows that. Everyone knows that. You know that. But you don't understand it. And you, like always, love to set a lot of hopes and imaginations. And when he explained everything to you, when he clears the confusions. You'll blame him because you don...

Assalamualaikum wbt. .  i had a lovely life now and i'm grateful :D i have a great family that sometimes get into my nerves.but they always be the greatest person in my life..i had friends on my sides and they always supports me. i don't have hubby,honey or whatever u called it.simple word-boyfriend.not because i don't love any boy but i don't wished for any,right now.i do love someone and i am comfortable loving him from distant .i hope i'll stay this way..but for sure,the future awaiting for me will be different ^_^ the really thing is i'm a simple girl with lack of knowledge ,full of curiosity ..i'm lacking in knowledge as the more i learn the more i discover my ignorance ..just now i discover that curiosity is the right spelling,not curiousity ..XD Alhamdulillah :) Thanks for everything

i hateeeeee youuuu...you mess my feeling..okay!the really thing is my feeling is messing up with you. :| ahh..u retarded boy.. i tried to love him forever,but with you on my side.i don't really sure about my feelings.but i really sure this is caused by pms..-.- so,i should not hate you but the pms instead..thats make me feel better :) btw,i failed for interview kplsm..dissapointed ..huh..tp,xder la frust..relax la derr,ade matrikulasi kan.. struggle kt sner la plak..:D

i think i haven't update this blog for about one month now.A lot of things do happen around me but i just not in the mood of updating any post.Hell'yeah you care about my blog,no 0ne really notice XD so~ what make me update my blog today? I have been happy.ho3 and a minor sadness..wtv, It doestn't count..>.< *I'm posting this to my Crush>.<* a.k.a friendzoned guy #everything will be 0kay,i know it hard for you to forget someone that you had been with for 4 years.. Maybe part of loving is learning to let go .   You seem happy ,but i know you'are dying inside.But,I know u can do it... :) and sorry for telling I LOVE YOU seriously* out of sudden..(last night) and I had been REJECTED ..seemed that way.. >.< "It's Okay,you dont LOVE me... I LOVE you and that is Enough.=> I will not give up this time. I have met you and I will fall hardly to you because you're PERFEC...