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just another word to share

Hi. Hello. Assalamualaikum. May peace be upon all of you. Somehow getting hurt make me a stronger person not a weaker one. The weird thing is I love being hurt. It happened to be an addiction. By the way, this is not a misleading or any sexual sentence . I love being hurt by the same reasons. I put myself in a spot that I surely know will torn me. Again, this is not a sexual sentence. First love can be the most wonderful thing and also a bad thing. You set it as a standard for any later love. And if other relationship doesn't pass the passing point, it'll fail. And that happened to me. I can't find other love that pass the mark. That's why I kept failing. And then he come again in your life . As a friend. He knows that. Everyone knows that. You know that. But you don't understand it. And you, like always, love to set a lot of hopes and imaginations. And when he explained everything to you, when he clears the confusions. You'll blame him because you don...

malam dan kopi

Assalamualaikum wbt... haihai ..sy sgt mngntuk skrg dn sy dpt rasa heart rate sy increase this is due to consumption of caffeine which might induced lack of focus,sleepiness ,fatigue and etc on the following day..right now im blogging via my phone cause my laptop seems slow ...well i have nothing to write but just doing maths will be so boring .yeah i am now.hmm..let me share something about maths that i currently work on.i am doing some integration on exponential part.well there are some basic rules that need to be followed .firstly ,always .......,then.... , next....... and finally don't forget to ........ .so how's maths ?okay right ?well its not that hard .you just need to be very creative in solving problem.talking about problem .i have a lot of problems..however ,there's no point of telling you.well , you don't know me either .so its okay.unless you are one of my friends you can call me and ask.well i don't think my friends read my blog ..well,there are ...

I'll kept myself busy -PART 1-

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I hate pms ,i'll get more sensitive by each day.I miss you every time ,i wished you were here every second..it's all about you now..ohhh,'mind' get back here!stop wandering in beautiful thoughts that ain't happen,i hate it.because i'll end in misery.the only way to control this feeling is making myself busy with work... PART 1 i love to spend my time:- read comics read novels drawing making boxes making paper swan  sketching domo-kun and feet keychain..kawaii :3 i heart you <3 comic addiction XD i love drawing :D for you <3 i love color pencil >.<  my favourite little things :)

i don't quite sure about my feeling now

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i hateeeeee youuuu...you mess my feeling..okay!the really thing is my feeling is messing up with you. :| ahh..u retarded boy.. i tried to love him forever,but with you on my side.i don't really sure about my feelings.but i really sure this is caused by pms..-.- so,i should not hate you but the pms instead..thats make me feel better :) btw,i failed for interview kplsm..dissapointed ..huh..tp,xder la frust..relax la derr,ade matrikulasi kan.. struggle kt sner la plak..:D

mornink!! ;D

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great weather ,ah? no more cold rain knocking the window pane,sound of bird chirping melodiously replacing the usual hard sound of rain in the gullies,no more pulling the blanket and sleep tightly in the noon.huh,.. last night,i went for a ride with my brother.. great!!! night ride.. it's so cool yet so COLD too... whateva, i enjoy myself last night.. it could stop myself from the torturing of losing in my chest,.. urghh! we stopped at 7-eleven.. i buy 2 cup of white coffee..it taste great!! u should try it..totally!! no kiddim' here.. ;) *white coffee and a comic,at least i could read it.. ☼MENGINTAI BUSUR BERADU☼ *cute cover  that's the tittle,if i'm not mistaken.. it isn't a new one..but i just buy it because it will be a great thing i need now.. however,i felt little guilty toward my mum last night.. i gave her the white coffee and causing her to still awaken until the morning ,but she say she love the ...