He relives the circle

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I should have been suspecting this...
I always know that it will hurt.
But not this much.
That my heart trembles to contain it.
Too much and too soon

I've to admit..
I've changed now..
I'm full of hatred..
Toward you..
Because it's all your fault..

Sure I'll admit mine,
Not this soon..

I need to apologise..
Because
I hope the worst for you..
So you'll feel what I felt..
To suffer the pain
Severely..
That you won't be able to get up..
And I hope you regret all the damages you did to me..

Her..
I shouldn't hate her..
My chest hurts trying not to hate her..
You're one unsuspecting prey..

Take care.

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